You don’t deserve him.
You are better off alone.
You arrogant one.
Anonymous asked: I don't sing... I can give you my world though. :"> I'll cuddle with you on bed, I'll make breakfasts for you, I'll give you love letters every month ♥ I'll do everything for you just name it. It's not that much but.. hey I hope you consider it :"> Iloveyousomuch.
You don’t know how nice this is, but I do. I know you baby. I know. ^_^
I don’t know if some fucking genius already has credits for this quote, but if no, remember my name. I thought of it myself.
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What if my cat jumped at me, cutting my arm vertically - ending my life. What if?
I wanted to just snap and escape from this hell I am in. I was so full of everything. It took me minutes bawling like a kid and keep mumbling “I don’t want anymore.” to myself. Thinking of what I will be leaving behind conjured tears that flooded my eyes and what I am running from shattered me - piece by piece they have broken me. I lost myself in the battle of fleeing or staying, not able to fathom what I didn’t want anymore. Until I felt the last drop of depression that I have been keeping to myself making its way down my cheek. I have had a breakdown before, but it is definitely not like this one. I was on the verge of giving everything up, tiptoeing along the edge, almost making the final jump - but I didn’t. Guess I was not weak enough. I emptied my bucket full of pain and now it’s just ready for more.
Telling someone how you truly feel about them is a good thing. What comes next to it could be the best or the worst. Acceptance or rejection, either way you did a good thing. And hey, at least they knew.
You know you’ll remain a shadow if you’re gonna continue asking anonymously. Unrecognized. Unidentified. Unknown. Just saying.
…sometimes things happen to people and they’re not equipped to deal with them.
—Katniss Everdeen, Catching Fire
One’s personality is like staring at a photo. Either upright, sideways, or inverted, it differs depending on how you look at it yet it still is same the photo..
Anonymous asked: I want to know what you're thinking everytime before you sleep.
Usually he thinks about a lot of things before he sleep. Take things that he should have done as one of them. Like any other people would, he finds it inevitable to think of these things at night, regrets that is.
But that’s the past and we could not do anything about it. It seems pointless but as I have said, he finds it inevitable, so as everybody else. A lot of things could play in our minds as we lay comfortably in the silence of the night and they all end up as part of two things - the memoirs of yesterday and the subtleties of tomorrow.
You used to believe being alone will be fine. That you can always make it on your own. Always too comfortable in your own accord. You used to be strong, wise, independent even. You have built your own walls, until someone dismantled them and entered your life. You have let your guard down.
Now you are fragile. Lost in a world where two embodies one. A land where the presence of one lingers with the other. A place where the hunger for love dwells.
You are lost not because you couldn’t find a way out but because you have chosen to stay in it. You are bewildered by what you are feeling so you decided to dig deeper into its wonders. There you found happiness in the arms of another and saw pain in your own eyes in the latter. That made you run away, out of the world you never once knew.
But now you are drawn to it. You have forgotten who you are and just kept waiting upon your calling. It whispers your name and each time you hear it, even the softest whisper one can muster, you answer.